Today i went to aGreen day concert, it was my second time seeing them, It was good to see them again although the show was pretty much the exact same as the first time i saw them except i got closer to them moshed sung moshed some more, Some main highlights was watching Billy Joe bring a girl on stage to sing one of the songs, and she fucking did it, no jitters just got all into it and it was great to see, until she said she was from la where she was isntantly Boooed..... Go figures green day plays in Hp Pavilion... sharks stadium.... the sharks lost to the ducks an La team, a girl goes on stage rocks her heart out, and the audience loves her, Billy Joe asks her where shes from she Says La, Girl is boooed by the whole stadium and is now afraid to do her stage dive. Yes but anyway the new stuff wasn't bad the old stuff rocked. and i had alot of fun my voice hurts from singing my shirt is soaked in sweat that isn't mine and i helped a tiny girl get to the front of the stage.... I ought to feel amazing..... but sadly i don't. and i don't know why......

i mean on one the hand i feel really frustrated and lonely... like highschool bullshit lonely. Like a puppy when he's left alone by himself... you know like that bullshit. Anyway im starting to feel that i don't really flow with alot of people who i thought i felt comfortable around. It's not that i don't get along with them, cause i do, if you've met me im sure you know that im plenty easy to get along with. It's just that i've like out grown or start to realize that alot of my old friends, and i don't think the same way, or like on the same page.... its hard to explain.... but one person who i do get along with is my friend who reminds me of my dad who i don't get along with ironic no? anyway.... maybe i just burned out all the fun recepters in my brain from the concert and now all thats left is not so fun thoughts lame.......GOD I HATE GROWING UP FUCK..... Im gonna go play wow now

It's been 5 day... i've failed my 30 day challenge my mind will be forever weak MOVING ON!
*I spent 35 dollars on a bike Good fucking deal

Also the 4th of July was fun really fun in fact, instead of spending it with my surrogate family, i went to east bay with the easy bay and judo kids, had a awesome barbecue... smoked a more cloves than i should have and than went to treasure island to watch fireworks from the bay. MOBING ON

Transformers. a fun movie where big robots fight. If your looking for a solid plot, your a retard the movie is based on a child's toy, YOU ARE RETARDED. Anyway i learned that i have a new pet peve, when people point out things that couldn't happen in a movie. It's annoying ands stupid, If i wanted to see something that could happen in real life i'd look out my freaking window. Plus pointing out things in movies that are fake, or couldn't happen, only makes you look stupid for watching the movie. Also if you made a movie within the realm or reality I'd e boring, or A chick flick, which are already ridiculous to begin with.... Ridiculous ....but plausible. Anyway if your bitching about something not being real in transformers aka the car scene where the car falls, yes they would have died, and its unbelievable... but your missing the bigger fact that there are robot aliens on earth that transformers. You will suspend your disbelief when it comes to transforming robot aliens, but when people survive a car crash, you nit pick.